Monday, April 10, 2006
Getting out of Control!
The entire week has been shit. Deadlines after deadlines just about took over my life! This sucks, since I'm not usually the kind that allows situations to take over my being. Damn! And when I thought that everything was over and done with, exams are just about to creep up on me. I'm drained. And things happening everywhere just ain't helping much. It's kind of ironical when the people that are really in the family aren't really family. Go figure...
In any case, there are times when I feel like Jon Arbuckle. I know that I'm secure emotionally and stuff, but when peeps start dissing about the way I look even though I put in shitloads of effort, it really gets me down. What's worse is when I've a competitive edge in me. I think I'm getting angrier and angrier, and I just don't know why. I'm trying my best to curb it, but it seems that I need to focus my energy on something. It used to be swimming, bball or gym, but I don't know what works anymore. Figure that the exams are really getting the better of me.
Thank goodness and God that I'm not alone. Ask me a few more times 'what's wrong?' and I'll break down I tell you... But I'd rather break down in front of you than anyone else. Sometimes, I feel like a damn pussy!
But hey! Everyone has his/her moments!
Take it easy, Keep it real...
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